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Sweeping me off my feet
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
                 From the days where I'd drop by Woodlands to catch glimpse of my Favourite Mccafe Beanie to the daily fetching at Yio Chu Kang and the walks from CCK back home. Or those days where we'd secretly exchange glances. Until today, where Nur Edlin fell in love with you, is loving with you and will always love you. Insyallah, amin :) From black long hair to striking gold hair to bald head. From beanie at mccafe to HSA staff to Full-time NS-men. From skinny weeny celery to okay-not-so-bad-but-still-quite-skinny. From coloured contact lens to super duper charming geeky specs. It might not seem much, but turning a year older really meant alot to me. I never thought I'd ever learn to fall in love again with anyone after previous failures in my past relationship. What made me held on to you, god knows what really. And this feeling that still burns in my heart, I'm very sure will continue to burn if not greater in many many more year to come (INSYALLAH) Caue everytime I see you walking towards me, it'll tingle in my skin down to my toes and I can feel it right into my fingers. And my heart will pump so hard, it'd get so hard to breathe. All the time and Everytime, you'll sketch that sincere precious million dollar smile for me before reaching out your right hand to let me gently kiss it. And each time those lips rest on my forehead, I feel so safe. Like as if no one and nobody can do anything as long as you're there. & how you'd immediately grab my hands and hug me when I start to cry. Or wipe my tears so carefully and stroke my hair, promising me that everything is alright as long as you're around. And how you'd always say you'd be watching over me wherever you are. The security you give, no other can give. Ironice how you're the only one that can make me smile so long, that sometimes my cheeks hurt. And laugh so loud, I'll lose my voice. And yet you're also the only one that can make me so mad I feel like chopping you into pieces. And the only cuckoo bird that can make me so irritated I feel like zipping your mouth shut. I never knew love was so kind to me to gift me with someone so special like you and I'm really thankful for it. I know I haven't been a good girl lately, and I tend to misbehave alot and I've been really naughty I know :( I've been sulking so much, and been acting so silly and foolish. I promise I won't call you names or start a lame fight like the one where I snatched my mp3 my laptop and everything and said I wanted to use everything. I know I'm sucha lame and an EXTREMELY SELFISH girl but I'm so so sorry I love you so big like the size of Earth :) But I'm really thankful cause you're still always making sure I'm alright and not letting your eyes off me when I was not feeling well for the past few days. You made sure I ate my medicine and even left your bike at my place cause I was not well enough to ride the bike. No man has ever sacrificed so much for me and love me as much as you do, NO ONE NOBODY. I promise to behave from now on. I won't call you stupid idiot just cause you won't talk to me after lights out or sulk so bad and want everything my way. I promise I won't "alaaaa.." or make the you-know-what sound everytime I don't get what I want. I'll go to school, I'll study hard and I'll make you proud, I promise. I love you too much to risk having you gone yknow This might not seem much of a post, cause no words can describe how strong my love is for you. But I really feel this is the least I can do after all that you've done. Thank you so much Muhammad Ruzaini for giving me the best years of my life and still am giving me the greatest days ever. Meeting you has been the greatest gift ever. And I've got this feeling that everything's alright With love, Nur Edlin Effendi at 10:22 PM
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