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Desperate for your warm hug
Saturday, June 20, 2009
I'm still not used to this. I want to be able to be with you anytime and everytime. I want the 24/7 attention you give when I'm not alright. I want you to spend so much time with me, we die out of places to go. I hate how we're spending so litle time together, I'm not used to this. I don't want to get used to this. I hate sitting alone in the train watching over a couple who have her boyfriend's hands wrapped around her. I hate having to walk alone and pick up my pace cause nobody's around me to make me feel secure. There's so many things I wish we can do, but we're always having no time for each other. Why is NS doing this to me ? What did I deserve to be stripped off all these privileges I used to have. You were always around, from sunrise till the end of each day of my life. What happened ? What happened ? You promised you'd always be there if I needed you, where are you now ? You promised and now, you lied. Come home already, will you ? We'll hide under our covers and never get caught, I promise. They took away my weekdays, now they're taking my weekends too. I can't do this. I really can't do this anymore. Please, I can't do this alone. With love, Nur Edlin Effendi at 1:18 AM
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