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This love feeling's old but it's new to me
Monday, June 15, 2009
 If you don't already know, I'll tell you anyways. I, Nur Edlin Effendi Othman Sarmani Khas is on holidays. As much it's a pathetic 2 weeks with a total of 4 projects due by the end of July, it's still alright it's still okay. It's the fucking holidays and I get to sit home laying on my bed with the aircon freezing at less than 20 degrees celcius and the fan blasting at 3. Love this damn life, don't you ? Sepaking of which, what's up with the weather manxz. My friend was telling me how the temperature was as high as 33 degrees, and I think it means it must be hot (I've no clue really, but gauging from the dramatic tone he gave I assume so) So if you don't love Mother Earth, at least spare me a thought. I am really hating the weather these days, it's scalding my skin and I'm turning into ernie's-skin-colour-which-is-omg-so-dark-and-i-don't-like MUAHAHA What's a post without the mentioning of my boyfriend right ? Daddyo decided we spent our weekends with his friends and so we went to town (to just park and left almost immediately, what the freaking balls I know) & it was the first time we went to town with the bike, it was exhilarating OMG hahaha. We paid Esplanade a visit, and it's really enlightening to see the place alot more Uniquely Singapore and not so much of a malay-infested area. I've nothing against Malay, I am one fyi. After which, he sent me home. And did yknow I have been having these crazy insane thoughts that something not right is going to happen to me. So I've been spending alot of my days crying for fucking no particular reason and I even cried during a freaking wedding IN PUBLIC. Embarrassing, much. Like what the freaking fuck is this 18 year old crybaby crying in the middle of a heavy traffic road. And my mum told all the aunties and uncles. And it was the paternal side wedding, but the maternal grandparents came so they rescued me and we eloped away from the place. Okay nothing against the paternal side either, just me and paternal we share no chemistry. SO THE MAIN POINT IS, AN 18 YEAR OLD IS CRYING IN PUBLIC. WHY ? because Ernie left me to go to the guy's side and I was alone and I hate being alone. So I sat on a really old yet comfortable chair someone decided to throw away beside the dustbin in a really sweet baju kurung. What the fuck. Blame Ernie for leaving me alone, and I had stares from all over. And yknow how my eyes easily get swollen even if I were to cry for less than a minute. OMG, THIS IS DEFINITELY GOING TO MAKE IT TO LIST OF MY "EDLIN'S EMBARRASSING MOMENTS IN LIFE"
 With love, Nur Edlin Effendi at 1:09 PM
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